Monday, March 24, 2008

2 years ago...


at about this time my baby died. 2 long years. Yet they seem to have gone so quickly. I cannot believe she has been gone so long yet sometimes it seems just like yesterday that it all happened.
2 years ago I went home from the hospital to spend an hour with my husband and son.
2 years ago I received a phone call from the hospital saying I must please get back to the hospital, she's taken a turn for the worse.
2 years ago I went through a red traffic light to get back to the hospital.
2 years ago when I tried to go to her they turned me away and said the medical team was still working on her.
2 years ago we had to wait in the waiting room, knowing that the news was going to be bad, yet hoping against hope that it would not be.
2 years ago right now the doctor was saying he's sorry, they tried for 40 minutes but couldn't save her.
2 years ago I knew what it felt like to lose a child.
2 long years ago.
I miss you, my baby, I know you will always be with me in my heart, I just wish it was in person. Mommy and Daddy and Branston will always love and miss you very much.

7 comments:

Emma's Mum said...

I am thinking of beautiful Kendra today and wishing you peace. Emma's 2 year anniversary was on March 23 -- so I am right there with you.

Catherine said...

Thinking of you.

The McMommy said...

thinking of you, Vanessa.
as well as your sweet Kendra...

miraclebaby said...

Thinking of you and your sweet baby.

Clarissa said...

Our thoughts and prayers are with you Vannessa, Gathry and Branston. I'm so sorry we won't be able to visit the memorial park with you tomorrow, but we will be thinking of Kendra and remembering the love and joy she brought into your hearts and of those who were privileged to know her. I know she's up in heaven praying for all of us. Love Carl & Clarissa xxx

Steffi said...

That´s so sad!I am thinking of you!

carina said...

I asume the pain doesn't get better...Ai.

 
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