Tuesday, May 23, 2006

2 months

Tomorrow it will be 2 months since my baby died.

I have been going through a bad patch where I just don't feel up to posting. Even now, it is too difficult. I started seeing a grief counsellor. She says I am too calm. I said I have to work, look after Branston. If I start being 'not calm' then I don't think I will stop very easily. It feels almost like I am holding myself together with string. I just hope that string does not snap.

Strange how 2 months can feel like a lifetime.

3 comments:

Catherine said...

A lifetime...and the blink of an eye...all at the same time. {{{hugs}}}

Emma's Mum said...

I am thinking about Kendra and will remember her tomorrow. Thank you for posting a comment on my blog. My sweet Emma passed away 2 months ago today -- so I can tell you for sure that this is a terrible week for me as well. I am trying not to be too sad, but it is just so hard -- as you well know. You are so right about 2 months feeling like a lifetime. I can't believe it is only 8 short weeks....and everything has changed. Peaceful thoughts to you tomorrow.

Anonymous said...

Hi 'Nessa
Just wanted to let you know that my thoughts are with you today, we are all here to help you, dont forget that.
Take care of yourself, and please say hi to Gathry and Branston for me.
Hope to see u soon.
Your cuz
Sherene

 
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